Awesome...

Was there any time  that you feel helpless and yet so happy within? Yes, it is moody... Sometimes we think that all directions are against us, no one and nothing left to be blame - tons of questions and blames starting to spark. I suggest it's normal. The very good thing, better than not, there will come this moment that when all sorts of helpless drama has all been digested, there will still be an alienated feeling of happiness, somewhat very light and calm, as if a beach vacation in place. well, I thank Thee... I know Thee is guiding me all the way. As I proudly say and testify, "hope" is all I got now and I will hold on to it, endlessly. It's true, it's the beginning... And we shall fail sometimes -- to learn as always, but we will never lose... We will all have a happy, lighter, and calm beginnings...